Today’s been very interesting, and from where I’m standing, the rest of the week is going to be so as well. When you make plans, you have to understand that life tends to plan things a little differently. I had certain plans that included continuing my college education and then transferring stores to Savannah where I’d likely get into school there. I had plans to stay on at the store until possibly I got my bachelor’s. Life had different plans.
So here’s the news: I lost my job today.
Now, I’m not gonna lie. I’ve actually thought about how I would deal with this day for the past two, two-and-a-half years, and it hasn’t gone over at all how I had expected. That’s to say, I’m being relatively calm and cool about the whole thing, and I’m not outside ready to scale a clocktower with a high powered rifle. I’m fine with it. I think I realized sometime after I decided to go back to school that life is NEVER going to turn out exactly the way you want, but in order to cope, you just coast along, realize that chaos doesn’t give a shit about your plans and enjoy the ride. That’s why I think I’ve actually been enjoying the last several months at the store, I just stopped worrying about everything and just had fun. I didn’t care about the NOP, the sales figures, the bullshit. I didn’t mind the write-ups for the stupid things I’ve said and done while at the store. I just stood there, surprised more with my reaction, than with the news itself.
I feel… good.
That’s not to say everything’s roses. It’s not, by the way. I’m incredibly poor, I’ve already applied for unemployment (because I NEED IT!!!), I still don’t have health insurance, and I still need to pay for my tables at Heroes and maybe Dragon. I’m gonna need all the help I can get.
With that in mind, WHO WANTS TO COMMISSION ME!? I’ve got a couple of deals lined up already, and I know I haven’t been able to do some that I was actually asked to do sometime last year (Sorry, Neal), but with the sudden overabundance of free time, I can’t help but think I can put this shitty situation to good use.
Lemme know.
argo. (mtc)





